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Is This What It's Like

by Bodies of Water

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1.
Every Little Bird Every cloud began as mist that rose from ocean waves Every little bird crawled out from a broken egg Every redwood tree came from a seed among the ferns And every kind of snake that crawls the earth was born a worm Every chardonnay started out as pinot gris And every waterbed was once a corduroy settee Every leather mask came from a steer out on the range And all my love for you, it started out as something strange All my love for you, it started out as something strange
2.
Back in the Canyon Way back in the canyon, where we built our home Out among the falcons, rabbits, and the voles On the day that Helena came to cut our hair From the porch, we saw fire rising through the air But the trees, they were not burning And no smoke billowed forth The flames towered above us, at least five stories high And melded with the clouds in the evening sky We heard far off drumming, drawing ever near Then crashing through the bushes, came about a hundred deer The light went orange and purple, and then twisted into rings The children came running out, but they saw nothing They only jumped off a chair and ran off with our phones Then we heard speaking coming from the ground The earth began to tremble and groan beneath the sound It said “Though you loathe your body, it is who you are” Helena said “OK, whatever” and ashed into the yard We went back in the house and poured out some rosé The voice kept talking out there, but we weren’t listening The hills were full of the sound, but we didn’t care We turned on the news; a catfishing scheme went wrong The lights outside slowly faded, the canyon shadows grew long And all that went away, all that went away I held you in my arms, and all that went away
3.
I’ll Go With You Hold a fire up to my heart Light up every hidden part Show me what you love in me Burn the rest away Let me gaze into your eyes Let our two lives harmonize Make me into something new Someone more like you You hold me I melt into your rough embrace I live To look into your face I’ll go with you Wherever you want me to I’ll run to hell Just to be with you Save me from my darkened soul Make my broken body whole I need you Like a bird needs the sky Touch me, touch me everywhere Softly on my neck and hair Sing to me the whole night through With each note the world is new You breathed The breath of life into my heart Without you My light goes dark I’ll go with you Wherever you want me to I’ll run to hell Just to be with you
4.
Never Call Me Again Never call me again Keep away from my house Don’t get near my kids The cup of my mind is full Don’t talk to my friends Don’t come to my work Don’t leave notes on my car The world is turning away Leave me alone Never call me again Don’t talk to my friends The cup of my mind is full
5.
Trust Your Love Trust your love Trust your love Fall and fold back into the center When we’re together we are both together Trust your love Trust your love My heart still beats My mind still pictures you asleep beside me My mouth still lies and says “I’m fine, I’m fine” My eyes still cry My blood still fills me My lips still kiss your mother’s, and we whisper My fingers still take the tears from off her cheeks My heart still beats My mind remembers Imagining you looking like her And she is almost what I would have grown to know My eyes still cry Now we’re on the other side of a lot of things But it reaches right across, it reaches right across Always, we keep making that one mistake That one mistake Making that one mistake Trust your love Trust your love
6.
Say Goodnight Oh, say goodnight Hop from the top of the jeep and say goodnight Oh, say goodnight Jump in the river, look up and say goodnight Tonight, tonight Oh, say goodnight Crawl from the mall while the teardrops fall tonight Oh, say goodnight Blaze in a haze at the end of days tonight Come, take my hand Let’s figure out a way to keep on living Tonight, tonight Oh, say goodnight Hop from the top of the jeep and say goodnight Oh, say goodnight Jump in the river, look up and say goodnight Oh, say goodnight Sway to the sleighbells darling say goodnight Oh, say goodnight Wake and bake in the pumpkin patch tonight
7.
Far, Far Away Far, far away We could hear all the guys The bloodhounds and trucks Our names being called We gathered our things And ran through the woods We stuck to the stream The searchers could not find our tracks Far, far away That night in the cave With bark for a bed You woke up to find Me touching your scars There were deer all around Them and the birds The singers were singing The background was moving, and then Our jumpsuits flew off You’d just changed your face The swelling was gone I knew I was in love I could hardly believe As we lay in the dark The path that my life had taken I looked at my phone Far, far away
8.
The One I Loved Too Much We all came up the drive, with duck l’orange in hand And tanqueray, and ativan The glasses overflowed, the candles all were lit Down there in the conversation pit 
And while the day, burnt off to dusk I watched him smile, the one I loved too much I heard his voice, and had to leave It filled me with, such heaviness and need 
I came out carrying the charcuterie board Julian was showing off his swords I had no time for that, and knew I ought to go I wandered off to find my coat I slid into a darkened room And gazed out through a window at the moon I gathered up my things to go When muffled giggling came from down below I raised the dust ruffle and saw him lying there Bottomless, and holding Claire I fought back tears, and said “It’s fine, we’re all adults” They laughed so hard they both convulsed I flipped the lights off as I left And slowly walked out to the yard and wept The lawn was full of sunburnt dudes In robes, all lying there, too high to move They all turned their heads And this is what they sang “It’s hard to stop loving someone It’s hard, so hard When you can love somebody new Love someone back that loves you, too” And where I lay, the ground was rough I longed for him, the one I loved too much Then the guys rose and sang “What about one of us? Could you love one of us?”
And I just sighed and shook my head
9.
Women in Love Women in love They’re just like you and me Women in love Under the same sky Women in love Looking up at the same moon I’m saying “Yes” to everything And life itself, “Yes, Yes, Yes, Yes, Yes” Women in love Is this what it’s like?
 Women in love Is this what it’s like? I hear the sound of two birds flying I hear the sound of two robes falling to the floor The light has not gone out Women in love Even more than my children Women in love They need me like I need you I’m saying “Yes” to everything And life itself, “Yes, Yes, Yes, Yes, Yes” Women in love Is this what it’s like?
 Women in love Is this what it’s like? (What it’s like) Is this what it’s like? Is this what it’s like? I hear the sound of two birds flying I hear the sound of two robes falling to the floor The light has not gone out Women in love The light has not gone out Women in love Women in love
10.
I Knew Your Brother I knew your brother so well And your mother, none could tell How we’d got to be such friends Yes, I knew her ’til the end And your father, he too Came around there, and I knew All about him, by and by And I knew his violent side And you, oh you Were the one I hardly knew Though we’d steal away to get stoned Still I always felt alone Near the rocks, where you broke your knee Was a burning maple tree And the fledgling minivets Were all leaping from the nest Driving in, on that final day It all seemed so out of place In the planter by the shed I saw your tie-neck blouse in shreds You came running across the sand With a brick held in each hand The cabana was in flames You were screaming out my name
11.
Illuminate Yourself The kids all brought us flowers When we got out of bed They were wearing white linen Garlands covered their heads We breakfasted in the orchard There were doves all around And Francesca, she lay among the leaves And dew on the ground She would look up at no one She would not make a sound The staff tried to act like everything was fine Said she was just tightly wound While they served our frittatas Worried murmuring began The dog walked around sniffing her hair And licked her unmoving hand Andre crouched down beside her He put his hand on her head She reached up and she slapped it away So we knew she wasn’t dead In all the commotion Our chance to get away came We snuck off through the trees hand in hand With our stolen champagne You had brought our dream journals We did terrible things At the moment the sun broke through the clouds We both started to sing In that cool wooded hollow On a carpet of moss For the last time, illuminate yourself For the last time For the last time, illuminate yourself For the last time

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released February 12, 2021

Singing: Meredith Metcalf, David Metcalf, Alice Lin, Kyle Gladden, Anna DeSocio
Instruments: David, Alice, Kyle, Heather Lockie
Music by Bodies of Water, Lyrics by David
Recorded and Mixed by Bodies of Water
Mastered by Mark Chalecki

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“Bodies Of Water's music is a slippery conflation of punk spirit, folk expressionism, bombastic theatricality and old-fashioned testifying. It's like a church social gone horribly awry..."
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